my life - my philosophy

A meaningful celebration

2011-11-28T00:07:00.000-08:00

22 November is my mum birthday~ Anyway wish mum happy birthday and healthy forever!

currently, i am still in industrial training. And i also had done my presentation for my department. To be honest, i had no idea what to present when my colleague asked me to derived a presentation for the next team meeting... i just prepared my presentation slice two days ago before the presentation. Hmm, actually i just did it as normal during my presentation.

But surprisingly, the feedback from my audience / colleague is quite satisfy. Most happy is my boss gave me the RM50 secret recipe voucher as rewards. Haha, and i used this voucher to celebrate my mum birthday~

After came back from work , i had my dinner with my mum, sister and my nephew.

my nephew was excited with the food she ordered.

YEAH!

Enjoying new working environment

2011-10-15T02:34:00.000-07:00

This is second week for my new job as a business analyst in EIS team.

Thanks to my boss for giving me a chance and hiring me as part of their team.

As a new intern i know nothing, all is fresh and new for me. i needto learn from beginning.

i am thankful to the people around me who willing to help me and guide me when i am loss.

i believe effort bring success, i will try my best and perform better in future.

The most headache thing happen when go and back from work. The train is too crowded, i be " ham " in train. By the way, it is fact that the train passenger is super super powerful in pushing each other when entering the train. Some time i have been pushed out of the train and nearly felt down... God bless me.

But i am thinking to bring in durian next time to protect myself from being pushing.

OCT 2011

感觉幸福。

2011-09-09T18:58:00.000-07:00

今早的天气不错，一早醒来就呼吸到那样新鲜的氧气；整个人都精神起来！

泡了杯咖啡，咖啡的香味弥满漫整间房间；上着网，阅读今早的新闻；

同时，窗外来了阵阵凉风；风温柔的与我的肌肤碰触。

这时，我。。。。闻到了幸福的味道。

有时，我不得不感慨时间过的真快。几年前所遇过的人事物，现在也只能成为回忆。

偶尔把它当作电影播放，也不错。开心或不开心，那是心灵发出的讯息；能让不开心的心情变的开心，那便是心灵的精神。看着身边的朋友所经历的生活，从中也体会到了一丝丝他们的感受。

人生本来就起起落落，就好像买了个高风险的股票。风险高的股票能给你带来很多的收获，同时也让你输的很惨失去的更多。精明的投资者会想尽办法减低风险，在最低的风险中赚取最高的利益。

当你在无法掌控情绪的时候，请记得用力的深呼吸。这样你才能发现生命的存在，你的出生不是为了别人，为了某种事物；而是学会体验和接受周围的人事物。

勇敢的投资者，你准备好了吗？幸福的感觉正等着你。

kedah trip

2011-08-17T23:55:00.000-07:00

currently i am final year university student , well before graduate an "important project" need to complete. For this, i force to get the data for this project. Few public universities we had visited but unfortunately we can't get data successfully.

And now i use to go UUM at Kedah with one of my members in order to get the data. Kedah is the place that i never go before and it is quite strange for us. Both of us know nothing about kedah, many questions were appearing in my brain.

How to go UUM? Where is the location of UUM in Kedah? Should i take taxi or Bus? how much for all it take? How many hours we reach there......???? Well, first feeling for is excited and little bit scare.

After searching the location and the info about the location UUM for nearly half day. Finally, i get to know WHERE is the place and the way to go there! Thanks god.

Since my depart location is in Perak , kampar, so went there by train which took me for around 7 hours to reach Alor Star. A quite long journey, i also cant have a sweet dream in the train although very tired because of the noisy train's sound.

We departed at midnight 12.20 am , and we arrived Alor star , Kedah at 7.45am. First thing gonna to do ofcoz is breakfast. we went to a Mamak shop that nearby the station ktm to have our "kedah breakfast".

Actually, people in Kedah are very friendly and helpful. U do not believe?

Evidence 1: after taking breakfast, i asked the owner of the Mamak shop to confirm the direction. However, he was showing us the cheaper way and the faster way to reach UUM. If we did not followed the guidance of shop's owner, then we have to "potong" by the Taxi driver who would going to charge us for RM 55 for direct reaching UUM . =='' WoW, so expensive! Thanks to the Mamak' owner.

Evidence 2: we need to take a bus to go Sahab petana, the center Bus station. when the bus is reached, we still doubt whether the bus is go to Sahab Petana ..? Suddenly, Mak Cik at the back said: "bus ni pergi Sahab Petana, cepat naik". Wow, she know what we were discussing even though my friend and me were speak in Mandarin, Get shock Man! By the way, thanks to the Mak Cik.

Random shoot while waiting for the bus

Evidence 3: When we reached the UUM library, i asked one of the librarian the way to get the data. But, we were dressed in jean ,the policy of the UUM is dressed formal!

( HUH, that mean we cant enter?) i was thinking. Fortunately, they allowed us to enter after they known we are come from perak. Thanks to the librarian

UUM library at Kedah

Evidence 4: after getting the data successfully. we decided to go back. but there is no space in the bus, plus the ktm at Alor star had closed. The bus tickets seller suggested us to stay in the hotel and went back tomorrow morning as it was night. She was reserved two tickets for both of us back to kampar. Thanks to the ticket seller.

the bus station at sahab petana

the two bus ticket sellers were helping us to go back

Now, you believe or not they are very helpful?

we are get the job done, say goodbye to kedah.

5 regrets people make on their deathbed

2011-06-12T20:41:00.000-07:00

5 regrets people make on their deathbed telling by the Nurse!

It make me says YES on it...

1. I wish I'd had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.

When people realise that their life is almost over and look back clearly on it, it is easy to see how many dreams have gone unfulfilled. Most people have had not honoured even a half of their dreams and had to die knowing that it was due to choices they had made, or not made. It is very important to try and honour at least some of your dreams along the way. From the moment that you lose your health, it is too late. Health brings a freedom very few realise, until they no longer have it.

2. I wish I didn't work so hard.

This came from every male patient that I nursed. They missed their children's youth and their partner's companionship. Women also spoke of this regret. But as most were from an older generation, many of the female patients had not been breadwinners. All of the men I nursed deeply regretted spending so much of their lives on the treadmill of a work existence.

3. I wish I'd had the courage to express my feelings.

Many people suppressed their feelings in order to keep peace with others. As a result, they settled for a mediocre existence and never became who they were truly capable of becoming. Many developed illnesses relating to the bitterness and resentment they carried as a result.
We cannot control the reactions of others. However, although people may initially react when you change the way you are by speaking honestly,in the end it raises the relationship to a whole new and healthier level. Either that or it releases the unhealthy relationship from your life. Either way, you win.

4. I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.

Often they would not truly realise the full benefits of old friends until their dying weeks and it was not always possible to track them down. Many had become so caught up in their own lives that they had let golden friendships slip by over the years. There were many deep regrets about not giving friendships the time and effort that they deserved.Everyone misses their friends when they are dying.

5. I wish that I had let myself be happier.

Many did not realise until the end that happiness is a choice. They had stayed stuck in old patterns and habits. The so-called 'comfort' of familiarity overflowed into their emotions, as well as their physical lives. Fear of change had them pretending to others, and to their selves, that they were content. When deep within, they longed to laugh properly and have sillyness in their life again.

When you are on your deathbed, what others think of you is a long way from your mind. How wonderful to be able to let go and smile again,long before you are dying.

From all the 5 lessons, LET MYSELF BE HAPPIER is the most important part for me!

How about you?

Deal with people

2011-06-12T18:19:00.000-07:00

Previous i enjoy group discussion, it just because i can meet people around and found out what so different between my self and people around me. Learning to communicate with people around and having fun with them. Trying to discover and learn from people.

But now i found that i more enjoy doing work by my self. It just because it give me privacy and time for me to think and do whatever i like and interest for.

seriously, learning how to deal or associate with people around u is an important lesson through the life.

who are u? Where u are? what u doing ? Most of the people may not curious about it.

They only start to realize and found u when u able to influence them. Human relationship is complicated. Well , it take time for me to keep on searching ; discovering; and learning.

People in the are same in terms of they have common characteristic. As compared to animals, people able to realize the world; have perception to the things that is happening; able to analyse and make decision. People are intelligent ? Yes?

For me ,human are cleaver but not intelligent at all it just because we need to learning and keep on improving. If people can survive without learning , i think it is not human but it is beyond human. Learning formed thinking;Thinking formed realizing;realizing formed creative.

Either way, Human will have this common procedure.

Different people will have different attitude ; behavior ; culture; even the way they bring out their words and the way they look at thing.....

changing it just the method u try to suit people and make people match with u....

Dealing is a lesson that human need to learn in their long life journey !

1st time appear to my blog

2011-03-15T07:01:00.001-07:00

16 March 2011, Wednesday

wow.. without realize the time is passing so fast, now is in the middle of March

Refresh to my previous memory, the time of old friend gathering during New Year still stay in my memory freshly.... Dont why.. May be i was very enjoying with them.

Any way, a lots of thing is keep changing..

people ; thing ; feeling ; even nature and climate also change ..

Including my emotion and feeling, sometime i may got little emo to myself or even people around me.

One reason that i found out, it was may be v are having different channel and signal. The wave between us are quite difference. so i think there is a gap of communication and stick together.

Sometime i may talk to myself is ok, but sometime really get mad to them.. But my emotion still under my control. Get upset is not the best matter to solve thing, it just get thing more worse, so one word for me... 忍~！

Sometime , i might felt quite appreciate and comfort to those people who confess to my effort.

so, keep on fighting!

Alvin and The Chipmunks: The Christmas Song

2010-12-23T22:16:00.000-08:00

Happy Hours

2010-12-23T07:20:00.000-08:00

Time is passing so fast. Now i am at the end of the year 2010.
Now is 23 Dec 2010. (11.30 pm). still left 30 minutes for me to enjoy my 19 years old "life". After this , it is my 20 th birthday.^ Happy Birthday to me ^ ... (Now i realise i am getting older and older.. hehe) . And this month it is also my semester break , after this i am entering Y2S3 for my uni life. One more year later i will contribute to the social. This make me excited and expected. Hopefully everything goes smoothly...

The day before yesterday, i have a great time with my friends who are also my previous roommates. We went shopping at Sg. Wang, Timesquare, and also fahrenheit 88. And the most excited me of course is Eating.
1st round - Shabu Shabu
2nd round- starbuck
3nd round- Kimgary
HOHo..first time eat so many food when go to shopping. And the only thing that i had bought is new shoes . While the two ladies who came with me , they also bought some cloths and a pair of shoes which is same as mine. kaka
By the way, we were deciding to sing k, but it is not succeed due to its expenditure.

Anyway, i am happy and appreciate to everyone and everything that surrounded me.
For the coming year , i wish i still healthy and happy....
Happy New Years and Merry Christmas !!!!

p/s: 心想事成 for my birthday wish...^==^hehe

the story of picture

2010-11-16T07:14:00.001-08:00

i am feeling free in this semester. Seriously, i hope that i am busy. So relax at kampar is not a good thing, i felt that i got nothing to do as others are busy for their assignment, exam and presentation. Mentally, i am unbalance. As i have only 3 subjects in this semester, there is no motivation to push me so that i able to work hard... So, in order to make my life more "meaningful", i had spent my time in the park. And do some exercises to keep fit! At the same time used my new phone to shoot some beautiful scene. And i blog it as my feeling.

Life - is just a start to let u experience new things. It let u stand in the middle, so that u able to see broadly and visualize it.

Sometime it may confuse us which direction should we forward. right? left? front ? or back?
And sometime, we should try hard to clime in our life.
because of the challenge of our life, it makes us to expect something good; something new; something able to satisfy our willingness.

We may frustrate to what is surrounding us. Perhaps , it may diminish our energy. Think openly and intellectively is the way to get solution key. Because narrow mindset is the barrier that stop us to move further.

Life is short , it is counted in number.when we will reach to our end point?

There is no clue.

In order to say that we are facing the challenges of life.

why don't we say :"we are going to challenge the life"?
So, take it easyAnd get Your life into miracle!

welcome to post ur comment, if u got something to said about this post.

"Hey, we are wearing the same shoes ! GOOD LUCK"

2010-11-14T23:40:00.002-08:00

13 Nov 2010 (Saturday)- MUET exam

Today is MUET exam, i am going to have the 3 sessions in the test : Reading; Writing; and Listening. 8 am until 12.30 pm. When i reached heritage hall at Block A, there are many candidates was waiting outside the hall. Some of them was chatting ; discussing the MUET question; and some of them looks very nervous - still holding the essay book.

After Waiting for few minutes, d door was going to opened, and i am getting my stationary and enter d hall ....suddenly, a girl touched my shoulder and i was thinking whether i know that girl or not.However, the girl looked so excited and said :"Hey, we are wearing the same shoes! Good Luck for your exam!"

"well, u too... Good luck" me said

haha, it was so coincident that we were wearing the same shoes....

The Muet started at 8am, all of us entered the the hall after the "big door" had opened. Candidate are getting into their place according the table number. But , me still turning around to find my place... i walked from back to the front ; from front to the back .. and yet i still cant get my table.. everyone was looking me as they already sit on their place.

My friend -T was looking on me , seems like i am so weird ...and i am still finding.

Finally , i had found my sit! But , behind me is T.... -_- Sweat~

礼，義，廉，耻

2010-11-13T17:57:00.000-08:00

礼，義，廉，耻 --- The 4 important value in life. Which one is the most important in your life?

For me, 礼 (decency) is the most important value for a human being. Because:

A people who are polite to others, she /he will be respected by others too.It indicate the intrinsic value of a person. Perhaps , some people may not so respect to us and this make us angry to their attitude. However, from their attitude it is obviously to shows that these person also din't respect themselves too....

Because of their rude, it makes us also don't want treat them nicely.

The value of decency is quite important in life. In my point of view, a person that have great decency [礼]value, the others 3 values[義，廉，耻 ] will be create/ form automatically in their spirit.

Actually , this is event was organised by Chinese culture society in my U. various performances had given throughout that night including the singin

g performance of 品冠。

A morbid start in this new semester

2010-10-17T23:56:00.000-07:00

Started from yesterday, it is a morbid feeling for me. Well, i am not talking the study.

However, it was d environment and the condition that i am staying.

Yesterday night, i cant sleep well because my room is in the sultry condition even two fans is used but i was still sweating and this had make me insomnia.

Somemore, the WBLE and the intranet system was down. i unable to login and get my latest venue for my MUET exam and today class timetable . This has put me in to a hot soup.

This morning, it was my MUET -speaking test. But , i am not doing it well.

perhaps, i am too nervous until i unable give a best performance during the test. Anyhow, hope that it will be fine for my result.

After having the test , i had 3 tutorial continuously. Then it is time to back home.

Seriously, nowadays weather is so hot. [P/s: the sun is so charming and always smiling to us. ]

i was cycling back from campus, and my hands are so busy to control the bike and the umbrella.

Right hand- holding the bike

Left hand - gripping the umbrella

And the wind blew hard till swung my umbrella....

honestly, i hate this! It is so hot and there is still long distance from my hostel ...

One world was recurring from my mind--- better kill me!

Eating is better than anythings~

2010-10-12T19:55:00.000-07:00

Few more days later, i am going back to continue my study.
In this semester break, there was nothing surprising me.
As i posted my comment in facebook, those things that i will do are shopping ; sing karaoke; watching; and one more important task of course is EATING la~
Eating is one of the tool that help me relax and release my stress 。
Eating is marvelous for me...
In our life, there are many sophistical Gage that bring us into multiple feelings and emotions.
Happy; unhappy; anxiety; peace; joy; rapture; rage; depression; anger; panic; boredom or loneliness... Those feelings is just like a dish mix with various of taste.
Difference level of life, having difference type of foods that showing my style.
Foods is writing out my feeling.
sad is sour,
lonely is bitter,
jealous is salty,
angry is spicy,
happy is sweet,
life is delicious . mixed together is neutral.
i love vegetable, because it is nature
i love fruit , because it is healthy,
i love spicy, because it challenge my sense of taste.
Eating make me happy.
Eating make me full.
Eating make me realize i still alive.
Eating make me the meaning of enjoy.
without a doubt , a suitable eating habit must have , to prevent getting fat and avoid illness.
Hopefully i will not getting fat after took a lot of foods .. hehe

win or loss,depend on u yourself

2010-10-04T07:57:00.000-07:00

No matter where u are? who are u? what condition u are encounter in?
whether u are unhappy ; sad ; lonely; frustrated; lovelorn; or hate somebody..
The next action that a normal human will do is to complain and beef somebody else..
But one thing that people must to know is that the real enemy actually is they themselves..
Thinking is the most powerful weapon in the world of organisms ...
One thinking- change mind set~ change emotion~change attitude~change action~change choice~change your life!
The only one that can control u yourself .... is u yourself
Happy or not...hate/love some one... is your choice
I realize that people nowadays always compete with each others and try to win and vanquish the enemy who behind them.. However , the real enemy is they themselves because the "enemy " is come from their thinking.. come from their heart!
choose to give up; or choose to win yourself ... All are depends on you yourself
because you are the one who control ur thinking ; ur own mind set ; ur action.
if u find that u are loss, it is because of u have lost ur direction... It is because of u have become
your enemy.. Try to have a deep breath; and arouse ur brave; continue step toward ur goal and destination.

For me this philosophy , is quite meaningful to me....
The lesson bring to us is easy and clear, But the difficult thing is self control..
The action and emotion , it require a staunch willpower.

Wow~ what a busy sem

2010-08-06T23:34:00.000-07:00

kaka.. long time dint updated my blog...

This sem really a tire and busy sem, it started from week 3 onward till now week 10. whole period i just like a robot do...do....do....

First, assignment - 4; second ,midterm exam-9 ; third, presentation

Fui~ after finish sun zhi Art of War for 7 week, then Mr and Ms assignment was coming. Fortunately , my group members not d ppl do job last minute. If not i think i will hang myself..

i enjoyed myself to complete those thing, but some time i really emotional. i also don't why.. may got many thing still haven't complete or done it not perfect. Anyway,after few more weeks , final exam is coming....and after this i will have a BREAK...

hahaha.. felt so happy for the coming break, so that i can back home...

and tell my mom: mom i m back!(妈，我回来了。)

Oops suddenly, thinking the song of Jay Chao.

Nothing special occur in this sem , just won a prize in "lottery" lo...

i was almost falling because the slippery floor. but my head was knocked , then the second KLCC had been built on my head ... haizzz, really painful. with that i had used up two eggs to dispel the kLCC and pain. Hopefully, i am still in normal...

about life

2010-06-29T03:40:00.000-07:00

人生不愉快的事十之有九。在这浩大的宇宙，它仅仅不过是件小事。

有时觉得自己所想的，都是对的；但它确实是错的。

有些事表面上看来很完美，但其实它并不是自己所想象那么完美。

故事是为自己而篇写的，不对了又为自己给擦了。。。那这做法到底是对的吗？

可，在这当儿自己有没为过身边的人想呢？

可能，有些事自私是对的。

累，烦只是一个阶段；

不必那么在意；

因为它终会过去。。。

故事的开头是自己所编的，

故事的内容不应开头不好，

就放弃了篇写结局的机会。。

应为一篇故事只占

人生的一小部分。。

Happy Mothers Day ~~

2010-05-08T02:45:00.000-07:00

Happy Mother's day!!

2010-05-07T21:33:00.000-07:00

well ..this week got exam so i unable to go back for celebrating mother's day.

Bt as a daughter , i am wishing my mum happy mother's day.

Nothing i can gv 2 her, one thing i can do for her is to take a well care of myself .

need not worry mum , i will try my best to do the best .

Wish all of the mother in d world Happy^^ mother's day^^

changing

2010-05-07T21:10:00.000-07:00

change to choose ?

choose to change?

recently, i always ask myself about this question. i have been thinking to this for many times.

Is it the time to ask me to make a decision or ask me to change?

i also dont know.... Bt one thing i had confirmed is something really happened around me , and i am unable to make a decision .... it is some kind i felt that is called intention changing.

Nobody can control it even myself .

My brain told me that only me myself can solve it , and nobody will able to help u..

IS it d time for me to make a change ?

physically and mentally i already exhausted , bt this is so called life ....

Try my best to do the best !

YEah! Life i never scare u , bt u make me nervous...

transform... transform...transform....

i believe one day i will able to follow ur step instead of drop behind u ...

GOOD LUCK for me...

路。。。

2010-04-13T01:38:00.000-07:00

放学〉巴士〉回家。。。这就是到家的过程
但，很不幸我却错过了回家的巴士！是错过吗？应该不算错过吧。。。
因为我有尝试去拦着它；可是巴士已满人了。。只能眼睁睁看着bus uncle向我挥手~
仿佛告诉我说：“你已经来晚了，等下一趟吧。” 唉！真是的，原本还想早点回去休息的；可巴士已走了，看来还是走路比较快到家。心，有点纳闷。
走着。。。走着。。。吹起了大风；天色渐变暗了；前方的那座山顶已被那热情的雨水围绕着，再也看不见山的顶部，只见那“标准”的山腰。细心观察，湖边的水流得比平时更不安静，很明显有波浪的起伏。这些自然的画面不禁把我从现实的世界拉到自然的怀抱。此时此刻的我，顿时忘了什么叫累；什么叫烦；什么叫忙。
突然，一位曾经载过我的德司司机看见了我。
“上车吧！快下雨了。”
“哦？？！！！”我迟顿了几秒
“快啦。前面正下着雨，等下淋湿了就惨了。”
“哦，好的。那谢谢你咯。”
就这样那好心的uncle就送我回家了。虽然那只是小小的帮忙，但我依然很感谢他。
想回去，如果当时他没载我；我一定变落汤鸡。原来人在无助时，只要以点点的关怀；那已足够了；哪怕只有那少少的力量。

生活本来就是苦，人呀终是在抱怨；不懂的苦中作乐；享受那带有一点点甜的苦味。
想一想，如果我错过巴士的当儿，我还在抱怨。。。那有什么用呢？我能提早到家吗？
可能，有人会说等下一趟好了。。。这我也有想过，但，我赶这一趟巴士是为了早点到家。不然我得等多一小时给下一趟巴士。这样就真的迟了。
所以我决定走路！！！
路。。。虽然遥远；
走。。。虽然辛苦；
但。。。我选择了；
所以。。。不能放弃；
因为。。。会有到达的一天。
过程，会带来惊喜，就好像那位司机一样。走着路时，没想过会程一趟顺风车。可，当他出现在我面前时，我欣然的接受他的好意。
最后，我到了！

IT subject = Hypnone subject..

2010-04-12T04:27:00.000-07:00

If u ask me what is the most powerfull weapon that can be using to kill me ?
Answer is anything that related to IT.. This kind of robot subject will really torment me untill i wana suicide! What a boring subject.. i have been studying for this drowsy subject when i was in foundation. Erm.. wrong . Is started when i was in primary school. >>> "Basic computer"
From hardware to software; from software to CPU; from CPU to PC; from PC to mainframe; from mianframe to super computer........
Ah! please kill me, why i need to study the thing that already been created by human? Why not we study those knowledge that still waiting for us to identify? It just like study something that everyone know , but not studying something that we don't know.. Dont u think people are dilemmatic? Thing that we know , v study .. Thing that we don't know , V dint even bother..
Y not v use the time do something that still waiting us to get the answer.
IT....information technology ; PC ..... personal computer....
Nowadays, ppl study IT to create something.
can somebody teach me the way to make IT disappear from me? boring subject! just like robot.
When i study IT , 100% i will fall in sleep... Thanks to computer subject, u make me have a sweet dream! Good night..

*Hypnone : IUPAC name is phenylethanone, C8 H8 O
give 4-6 hours 's sleep, which able to produce deep sleep.

Thinking Out Of Box...

2010-03-02T00:43:00.000-08:00

Thinking out of box is one of the softskill programs that provided by UTAR.

The fees for this progarm is RM80.00. Anyway, this program really fun and meaningfull.

It is worth to participate this type of soft skill program..

capten Arivananthan is our lecturer on that day..

I have learnt many interesting thinking methods ... EXAMPLE:

A man use Rm 5 to by a coconut, but he sold it by RM 3. Why the man will become millionaire?Logically, we will think that the man will making a loss in his business due to the profit unable o cover the cost..

But actually this is not the way to think out the answer... However , the exact answer is

the man is a billianaire.. and later he was loss and become millianaire!

if u havent join soft skill program, i recommence your to join it.. Because it is really good!

心灵上的空虚。。

2010-03-01T02:32:00.000-08:00

突然间才恍然大悟，除了肉体会生病与外；原来心灵也会生病。
灵商（spirit Quotes）是一个用来衡量内心世界的商数。就好像智商（IQ）是一个商数用来自己的智慧。
一个灵商处于低弱的时候常常会感觉到自己好像什么都没有。没有爱；没有幸福；没有快乐；感觉寂寞孤单。甚至会觉得身边的朋友和家人都不在在乎他们。。。这就是心灵上的空虚！
他们很想得到身边的朋友的关怀，照顾和体贴。
朋友啊~有谁不曾觉得寂寞？。。有谁不想自己快乐幸福？。。有谁想活在黑暗及害怕当中呢。。。
重点是快乐是由你自己来寻找的，如果心情跌入谷底时不妨回想你活着的意义，目的是为了什么？你不需要感到沮伤更不需要埋怨；你应该把这些当作是一个挑战！当作是人生里最艰难的挑战，告诉自己应该要更坚强！因为不是只有你一个人活在这世界，还有其它人也像你一样过这什么叫作人生的生活。人生本来就有悲哀和快乐的时候，这样你才体会到什么叫作人生。
要活出什么样的人生，只有靠你自己的抉择。
如果迷失方向了，就应停下脚步。看看周围的人，问问现在的自己是不是过着理想中的生活。然后抱着一颗永不放弃的心态去寻找下一个能让自己继续前进的方向。。
加油吧！我们应该为自己喝彩，为自己活得更灿烂，更有意思。人只不过正乘搭着在一列未知几时会到达目地的火车。重点是你是否在这趟火车上把握时间，用心去体会以及欣赏每一次走过的风景。只有那些不懂得珍惜的人，在这趟列车上睡着了，错过那美丽的风景。

FRUSTRATE

2010-02-02T03:13:00.000-08:00

Now the only word that can use to describe my current mood is FRUSTRATE.
I was annoyed by somebody, who dont want to corporate with me..
while it is a team work.
now is week 3 already and our assigment need to pass up on week 8. This is not a easy assigment, because it needs many research and information before we start to write the report.
now we even havent decided which topic we wana to do plus we will have midterm test in the coming week , this was make me irritated to those people.
Started from last week , i have been asking and even calling them to ask which topic they decided to do so. But until now still the same answer"havent decided yet"
所谓：皇上不急，太监急。
Lecturer had told us that this is not a easy job for us since our knowledge still in the limit. so it is better for us started earlier. But some carefree people has make me upset to that since they told me that they did not had any mood to start this assigment ...><
More anggry was they just ignore me by asking me choose any topic i like.
Hey,my patience also got boundary.Dont u think u had over that? since i had been discussing the assigment with u for many days already.. if u wana to do that so, i will tell u that u will be the one who suffer most at thee end.. please dont make me be the one who abhors you!
Frustrate mean :discontented because unable to achieve one's desire.. I wana started now, but u told me u did not have mood to do it . This is the precide word that ony can portray my current feeling..=_=

HELP..

2010-01-21T22:34:00.000-08:00

i already enter my degree to y1s3 ... Now i am in the first week.

Just talk about assignment, i already felt tension. First is the IT assignment .. second is about the banking assignment.. IT is an unfamiliar subject for me, plus it is the subject that annoying me more.. Hopefully i can get a good members who can cooperate with me and help me more..HELP! While for the banking assigment, it seems to be very difficult to find info some more we need to analysis the bank.. so i have to learn more about bank b4 analyses it .. The problem is i even dont know some of the financial worlds and the meaning that have been wrote in the reference book!

GOD!...

some more i have been get ill for around 5 days , yet it still havent get well..

cough~ dizzy~ headache~get flu~====> sick cat!

Merry christmas and HAppy New Year!

2009-12-21T04:03:00.000-08:00

Yeah! tomorrow's exam will be my last paper. Hopefully i will do it well. And after this i am going back to my real home , to my old friend :"i will see ur soon later.."

today is 21 DEC 2009 冬至快乐 to all of you..

few days later it will be Christmas and New Year ，i am here wish ur merry Christmas and HAppy New Year.

Welcome 2010!

Funny easay....

2009-12-20T22:02:00.000-08:00

i am exciting and cant waiting for sharing this funny easay, which i accidentally view from my friends' picture profile in facebook...
i have no idea who is d guy wrote this "karangan"..it is just too funny
By d way , i felt tis guy is cute. If i am d teacher sure i will give "A" to him/her..

pai seh ah! xiaobai Dante.. jz borrow ya..

y European skin color different with Asian

2009-12-18T00:28:00.000-08:00

All of us knoe tat the skin color of European is white and Asian's yellow..

Bt do u knoe why it is like tat??? One friend was give a funny answer:

"this is because Asian live near the sea location, and due to d sea breeze Asian 's skin color turn into dark color; while for European they live far from sea so d sea breeze difficult blow into the live 's location of European''

=_= hallo, wat d funny n 'Logical' answer tat u give me??!!!!!

n somemore he told me he came out d answer from his secondary school teacher!!!

HUH?? =_= zzZ ..erm i was thinking who was his teacher ?? Funny

Hey ! friend. They have difference in skin color is because they live at different location and region on d earth ! it is not d sea breeze ok?!!

Look!.. this is world map.. n v live at equator d most hot region there is summer throughout d year.. so due to d contribution of sun, UV light (ultraviolet light ray) has stimulate melanin in our skin which will cause our skin presence in brown /yellow/ dark color.. This development is to protect our skin from UV light.

while for european who living north of equator developed pale / white skin is to enhance the absorption of UV light that promote vitamin D formation in d skin...

By the way , i m not really agree with ur concept, except u can give me d answer by proviting a logical reason .

蚂蚁的故事。

2009-12-09T05:01:00.000-08:00

今天我刚从家乡回金宝，平时回来都会‘独自享受’在火车上的风景。但，今天我并不寂寞
因为有了同乡的陪伴---我家的蚂蚁！
因为想喝薏米水，所以妈妈为我准备了。。
那知当我拿出来喝时却遇见了我家的同伴。。。。
“喂！你在干啥？”
“噢！不好意思我想建个窝在这儿，因为这儿好吃但不好住。。。”
“但这儿是我的水瓶。。！！！”
“嗯！那在这建窝要付钱吗？或者需要政府批准的吗？”
“#￥%…………%￥#”
就这样它被我甩在kkb 的火车站。。。

过了n 分钟〉〉〉

终于到了金宝！当我收拾时。。。
“呃！你怎么又在这儿？”
“刚才那个不是我，而是我老婆！呜~呜~ 不知它在kkb站过得好不好，身娇肉贵的它不懂有没饿到！”
“嘻嘻，那你将会在我这儿过得‘很不错’！！！”

“呜呜~我知错了。请你不要赶我走。。因为这是我人生中第一次乘搭火车。”
“then..??"
"请你看在我是从那老远的地方来到这儿的分上，惘开一面吧！！"
“那。。你就唱首歌哄我”
“不要~问我~从哪里来~~~，我的~古乡~在远方~~~ 呜呜~我的命好苦噢！”

以上不是本人立场，只是娱乐。
如有任何意见，请按comment 然后写上您的意见
您的意见将会是我写部落的原动力，谢谢

Moral group members, ur letter>>

2009-12-03T01:36:00.000-08:00

Letter 1 (Thanksful letter)
Dear members :

Hei, dont be affraid tat i writte in my blog...by d way i am glad 2 me ur all.
The time v do assigment , d time v chatting , d time v attended MR. MUTHU' class...
All of tis i have recorded and saved into my mind..
* THANKS ALL OF YOU*

your XXX,
Llyen
Letter 2 (complaince letter)
Dear wai ching @ Bibi

haha, ur 2 beautiful young laddies... i have no comment about ur.
For wai ching , i just can describe her as a shy girl for me...bt sometime, she was noisy may
be influence by others members like Bibi n Hoon Tak...(hehe, dont tell them!)
While for BIbi , she speaks too fast sometime i evev cant hear wat she was talking about and i ned to follow her "tough step", (wei, can u speed slowly, tired la..)

By llyen

Dear Hoon Tak , Kev @ jefree

Hoon Tak name is funny! i thought it was 'Honda'(d car..). haha
Your name has made me can remember u easily by linking it to d car.
By d way , dont always be late la!!! Everytime , v conference sure u would be d lattest one..
For Kev , he was a "powerful dictionary" in d world ..Mandirin, english, Tamil,粤语++.. He also know, but fortunate i was not talk about his back word at the back of him(kiki..).
For jefree, a lonely guess . i dont know wat was his feeling wen he do assigment wif us.. coz some time was too quite ad...(ZZzz)

By llyen

@THE END@

CHAPTER 2: 欢笑

2009-11-13T08:06:00.000-08:00

After a few minutes for walking, finanlly we had reached waterfall.

N we had a fun there .. splashed water , play "monkey ball " game..

CHAPTER 1 ：生命--快乐，欢乐

2009-11-13T07:01:00.000-08:00

1/11/2009， sunday, a perfect morning

7.30am -woke up n prepared go to waterfall at Batu Berangai, kampar..

-spiky , sen sei, scotty , jing jing, hermin, sau ting, rannie, jestrine,ah bao, henry,Bond..

hao hao ,pui yee n Neo. (ah, who else huh? i think no more)

THEY ALL WOKE UP AD!!! oni me be the last 1 .

8.15am - taxi had reached, (2 lao ya [OLD]taxi n 1 awanza, i m d 1 who sit inside d awanza car!).

Toward our destination waterfall. Yahoo

^^IS ME @ pui yee^^

SCOTTY @ JING JING(a lovely couple..)

All start jungle tracking...(ned to cross over tis mountain b4 v reache d waterfall)

Hei , jing jing wat r u looking for??? $%^&

SMILE ~~

The End : Chapter 1

Author: llyen

Actors: All TE4 classmate, Neo, Hao n Pui Yee

Sponsor: MY computer.. n sensei camera..

thanks for reading**

LAN subject = 烂subject.

2009-10-30T03:31:00.000-07:00

Arghh.... wat d LAN subject , make me wana sleep. i have no idea to do the MORAL assignment..
oni the teori and agama part already ned 12- 15 pages.. o GOD , d info sometime difficult to get d info la.. wat d boring subject.. havent counted d indroduction, analysis , conclusion..

SHIT!! i must complete it
U ! boring subject!!

PRAY....

2009-09-24T03:18:00.001-07:00

nw is year 2009 october , i have enter into the new sem ad...
new sem, new hope, new challenge. Hope i can improve myself , n learned from mistake.
Achieve my target.. Toward the goal!
HOPE EVERYTHINGS THAT I WISH CAN COME THROUGH..
BECAUSE I JUST PRAY FOR MY LIFE!

KAMPAR TOKONG

2009-09-23T23:55:00.000-07:00

This is kampar town's tokong..

里面有各种各样的神。。有的神甚至我没看过。

好笑的是，不知怎么搞的我漏了一些神没拜到！

然后，拜到最后只剩下一只香。。

希望神不要怪我。。。

爾弥陀佛

YAHOO- - -洞s

2009-09-20T09:23:00.000-07:00

Finally , d stupid exam had finished ad....
YEAH , from now on i can do anything without the perplex of the exam!!!!!!
i can sing ; i can dance ; i can jump ; i can sleep;
i can play; i can go anywhere, even back to hometown.....
BUT , i will back 2 hometown on ?? date, may b 3 days late from d day i finished my exam(19.09.09).
HAHA..... coz i will go to IPOH!!!
To visit d 山宝洞，灵仙洞，南山洞。。。OMG...!!! i m so exicited ...i cant wait ad
YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.....

FRIEND:

sorry yA , i cant meet with ur n accompany ur go for 'yam cha'
coz i gonna visit many 洞s near IPOH !!!!
Haaahaha Heheheee Hooohooohh

Ur friend,
llyen

EXAM!!!!!! boring....Zzzzzz

2009-08-09T02:36:00.000-07:00

every day exam.. non-stop! AH ..i wan 2 die...
very boring... tired... suffer..
so kanasai!!! It is d meaning of student's life ????
it was a rush hours... i cant stop it! But i need break..
A short break.... Let me finish tis subject 1st.. then welcome next sbj..
BT they all are too excited to meet with me!!!
Ah....!!!!!!!!!! No time jo...
DIE .....
SUCK!!!!!

GOD BLESS ME

SIMPLE words SIMPLE sentence, but DEEP meaning

2009-07-28T22:06:00.000-07:00

I got a lecturer, he teaches me FIO (Finantial Institution Operation). Erm...a subject tat related 2 the operation of Bank.. tis subject is quite boring 4 me, coz it is like sejarah. N i m not really understand wat i had studied in tis subject... So i always felt bored n started fishing in d class..

Y m i still attend his lecture ???

The reason is:

1. he will shared his banking experience which he had gain throught out his life.

2. his thinking is different compared 2 other ppl

3. he has his unit idea n he always teach us hw 2 think in different way

Sometime my brain will automatic recorded on wat he had said.

Some words o sentences there are quite meaningfull 4 me even it is a simple sentence.

In My Memory, he had said :

ATTENDANCE>>>

" y must got 80% attendance in University 4 student?"

"Student will ask their friend 2 sign 4 them if they r not coming, this is consider cheating.."

"surppose U should provide d standard education n create a high quality new generation in future, n teaches student 2 b a good person. "

"but nw it had shown tat U teach student learnt hw 2 cheat....."

Exam >>>

"exam jz a test n sometime it ned a LUCK"

"student should not b so nervouse 4 d small test"

"even lost some marks, student should not felt upset"

"coz there r many things still waiting 4 us to complete, n v should not let d small things control our feeling "

Teaching>>>

"ok student nw we will start our topic 2day"

"n nw i m starting 2 create roberts "

"i m here teaching, ur all follow...this such a way 2 create robert"

classical>>>

"we should be a educated person , not a knowledgable person"

GROWTH >>

2009-07-22T19:55:00.000-07:00

There are many problems v will faced in daily life. ppl tend to change in order to reach their goal o ppl try to look backward in order to find back d old one...

There are 2 types of ppl in tis world,
First type of ppl will try to find back themself from their own history, find back their past felling , find back their past attitude... If someone are felt weird and uncomfortable with wat they feeling now, tat means they are on the stage of growth. Because they are trying to find d answer based on their question which they are asking now. They are curious with d past n now.They will try to compare with the old one instead be d new one. At d same time they will felt tat they are wierd, n try 2 hide themself , bcoz they cant find back d old one. this will make them assume dd present one is not d real one, tat is y they will felt upset n confuse with d old one n d new one.

Second ppl wil try to make their own history now instead of looking at d pass o find back d old one. They try to look forward, n create their own goal..Everyday , every minute even every second, they will try to challenge themself to reach their destination. Propulsive force will b created around themself without realizing.They will not easy give up if they failed .THey will felt confidence n satisfy if they achieved their target. they desperate to create d new one , they are eager to see how they will be in the future.

No matter which type of method ppl growth , they will experience more n be strong at d end !!!

c how ppl EAT BURGLAR!!!!..... nowsaday

2009-07-18T21:51:00.000-07:00

WA!!!

Look so deliciouse

Miss ,d burglar got any problem???

N How long u din't fill up ur stomach???

OK LA ..X WAN DISTURBE U

Enjoy ur meal.....

Kim Jeong Hoon 金桢蘍

2009-07-08T02:32:00.000-07:00

Finally i got litle time to edit my post! Because i m busy 4 my exam ...
Do ur love to listen lyrical music ? for me:"LOVE it so much!!"
N i m here to introduce Kim John Hoon to ur.... Actually i like his song much.
Heee , so i m posting some of d song in my blog..Hope ur will love it also!*@* (jz click d video.)
ok ..Enjoy listening

many intresting event / things will be posted in my blog latter!!
*espeacially a weird place called 'KAMPAR'......
watch out!!!

MY polyphagia Roomate....

2009-06-28T01:31:00.000-07:00

DETAIL:

-she call Ivyon.

-Age??
-she is my rooomate!!!!

-She like to eat junk food.

REPORT:

Every time go to shopping , sure she will buy a lots of junk food instead of other useful things...
I am affraid she will become a FAT LADY^@^

SEE HOW INSATIABLE SHE WAS!

HAha....Don't get angry ya ! I jz wan to remind u tat u will be VERY FAT later... Muahaha!!!

Actually is not my fault !...

2009-06-27T23:52:00.000-07:00

xx .June , 09 report

Aim : To investigate wheter d door destroy by me.

material: d key ,d door ,me

hypothesis: d door was destroyed by me

procedure:

1. 7.30pm go out eat dinner.

2. lock d door , d key stick inside the hole

3. Try my best 2 take it out.

4. still stick inside the hole

5.Little impatient ,bt still try...

6.After 10 min , i take d key out successfully...

Discussion:

1. Actually d door got some problem ad..

2.it is not wrong 4 me to take d key out..

3. Y d owner give me d lousy door 2 me..!!!

Conclusion: The hypothesis is not acceptable.

The owner should provide good facility for d user.

wat mean LIFE.....

2009-06-19T06:38:00.000-07:00

REcently, a friend asked me wat is d meaning of LIFE..
then i jz told him tat everthing tat happen in ur daily life, which made u
happy ,sad ,suffer, angry , disappointed , frustrate..........(variouse feeling)/ normal feeling
ALL of this are call " life "
either it is event or ppl

As a human being v cant control d things tat occur around us, the onli thing tat we can do is experience it.!
IT is a MIRACLE, is a PORWER. Nobody can stop it

TRY to imagine , if v dint hv such feeling...how can v realise ourself...reliase somabody...

i oso had read other friend's blog.
i found tat they r not really happy in fact , bt they try to act they r happy n enjoy their life.
why??????

i blife tat v as a human being , v should follow d guide / rule of cosmos!!
everything tat v experience/facing ,either it is happy or unhappy , v should take it EASY
Bcoz it jz a game!! while in tis game had ad set a rule
u win d game / give up for d game , ALL depend on u...

IF u felt SAD..coz br up wit bf/gf.....
IF u frustrate.. coz failed d exam...
IF u angry ... coz somebody else...
IF u anxious...coz u dint do d thing well...

IT is our feeling , yes it is u!!!
v no need hesitate ...
ALL v need to do is follow d rule, n try to find d BEST WAy to suit d rule....

生命是一场游戏，你选择主宰或放弃。
智者会适应，然后改变。
愚者会放弃，然后逃避。
要赢得精彩，就要选择挑战自己。

生活总有不快乐，
我们应该选择挑战它
而不是选择顺从它。

人生的哲学--没有固定的答案，却有些固定的方程式。。。

11.6.09 ....7:25pm "my new blog!"

2009-06-12T07:59:00.000-07:00

This is my 1 new blog........
Actually i never write blog b4, so this is my 1st time 2 write the blog.

我应该以英文还是华文来表达呢？
嗯。。。应该两者都用吧。哈，也许看心情。

Today got wat special things had happened 2 me?

My bicycle lock made me trouble..
i couldn't unlock my bicycle's lock so today i couldn't go bck earlier....
heng !! the bicycle tao k din't come although i had called them 3 times..........

WASTED MY TIME MAN! i already waited them for half an hour,until i called them again.

"helo, is bicycle shop . Are u coming now.?"
"Erm ,haven't yet"the guess said"then can u faster?"
"ok , nw i m coming..."

WALAo i had waited for u 1/2 hours ad , and nw u told me u haven't come yet....
shit!!WAsted my time(i was thinking...)

LUCKILY...Tayshawn （李富谋）saw me , and he helped me 2 tear off the bicycle lock!!
haha, i can go bck nw ! YAHOO thanks shawn!

"hello, bicycle ? u no need 2 come ad ,coz i get rid of the lock ad!!"
"HUH... but i m coming nw!!" he said
"then u go bck la!!!!!!"

This also wan me 2 teach u...YOYO(i was thinking)

i think 2day is my "LUCKY "day.......